Which boy should I choose?

Theres these four guys.3which I love dearly.But The thing is,is that I don't know which one I like more.2 out of 3[chris&ryen] of the guys I love dearly live in different states.And I know the one def. likes me but I dont like him back anymore...at...

all.actually he's kinda annoying these days and when I talk on IM.and he's on I usually put up and away message and act like im gone,the other guy is so sweet & I really do love him to death.and im so afraid that im going to lose him[he just got back with his ex]..and the two [derek&&steven] that live where I live omg..I just found out the one liked me.and I dont really like him back...I only see us as being just friends..theres no chemistry between us.<derek.] and I really like this other guy steven...he's so amazing...we totally like the same things and him and ryen are the only ones I have feelings for really...
chris if you read this im sorry...I cant pretend to like someone I dont.it's not me and you know it...
I think I kinda just answered my own question..but I'd really like your input please...

4 da 1 that got wit hiz ex nawt much you can really do bout him but hope he realizes that dey broke up 4 a reason and its time 2 try someone new and mayb he will go 4 u, 4 da guyz that like you but you don't like take dem of your radar dey shuldnt b der especially if dey annoy you and god damn you do all that sh*t 2 ignore dem wow, outa chris and ryan whichever 1 you don't like just take that foo out your head, no point at getn at someone that you don't like so keep him az a friend so try and c if da other 1 lyks you and none of that playin hard 2 get bullsh*t guyz DONT like that which iz why it doesnt really work just go talk 2 him like you normally do and eventually he will pick up on you lykin him and mayb he will like you in return just have faith and don't trip bout dem guyz you don't like and go 4 da 1z you do like remember ALWAZ GO 4 IT IF IT MAKES you HAPPY I hope I helpd kid stay up bye IM GHOST

Just because guys like you, it doesnt mean you have to like them, or pursue them in any way.

And it sounds like you have it narrowed down already to the ones you like.

haha ryen must have some people on here!!! got to love him right~~~♥