What do I do about my eating disorder?

K so I might have kind of a bad eating disorder. I hardly ever eat unless somebody makes me, I've tried throwing up but cant do it and it makes me mad, and im terrified of gaining any weight. I just want to weigh less and less. I think im in over my...

head, and can't change. my boyfriend thinks im like anorexic or something and need to tell my parents so I can get help. what should I do??? Please help

tell your parents, and they will know what to do.. but dont worry this is verry common

I believe that you shouldn't be doing this to yourself. You will most likely get this a lot, but it's very, very true. I have a friend, who had a similar experience and was going through what you're going through right now. It was about two years ago, and she never ate. It concerned me all the time. One day, she wound up having to go to the hospital because she collapsed.
Every girl wants to look good and if you want to lose weight, you are entitled to. Instead of not eating and trying to throw up, take a trip to the gym once or twice a week and go on a healthy diet. It's better than making yourself sick.
It is not the right choice to do bad things to yourself, like not eating. You deserve to feel good about yourself. Why not take advantage of that opportunity?

There is a really good story on dr phills web site that might help you.

hey thanx a lot. I read the story, it helped. part of me wants to change, but the other like cant. probably doesnt make sense, but like its a mental thing. I generally hate my body and want to look better. I feel like I cant change my thinking. im 15 and weigh 98, bad??? should I see some kind of doctor or what?

h ow tall are u?

Anorexia is a mental thing. It is not something that is usually gotten over by yourself. Most people have to seek professional help and it sounds like you need to and you want to. Talk to your parents. They should understand and do everything they can to help you.

im 5' 4''. I want help, but im really scared my parents might be like mad or disappointed in me.

They might be, at first. But trust me, they will get over it and you will be what they worry about. It is great that you realize you have a problem but this is to big for you to do on your own. If you need an ear please funmail me. I have been in your shoes.

Hi,
There is some good info and advice about about overcoming ED's on this site that you may find useful:

http://www.anred.com/toc.html