Why do I always feel lost?

hi eeryone. ugh I have no clue wats wrong with me. well I kinda do but not rely.
I always feel like im lost and dont belong. I feel like im always pt down. im scared of what I say and do because in my past all my opinions were silenced and my actions...

were judged. im still very much judged with what I do. ugh I hate it. most of the time I feel uncomfotable to, I always feel so fat. thats why im bulimic. and I also take pain away by cutting. I know its all bad, but what can I do? I relle need help, thats why I want to go to counseling...but I cant rite now because of huge family/court/parent/money issues. ughh I hate this all. is there anyone who I can to talk to? and just vent to.? please I have no more options left .I feeel soo helpless and I feel like I've ran ou of hope..

I need to answer it

 
You are at an age where hormones, emotions and even your brain, are undergoing major changes. This often leads to confusion and a feeling of being lost.

Hang in there. Things do get better. All these changes are necessary in order for you to live a happy and healthy adult life.

If you want, Fun Mail some of the Advisors and use them as sounding boards to help you through the trouble spots.