Too many lies about this guy

Holy crap.
Im stuck in so many lies about this guy
He's way way way older,
And when we first met
I said I was 15
He's 18
But once I said my real age
He was still ok with it
But now were getting close
Like we talk and stuff
Haha
That sounds...
Anywayss...
My...

mom asked about him
Because she anwsered one of his
Calls once and was like what the f*ck???
So I lied and said he went to my cuzzins school
But now he wants to meet them
So I said they were away for a weekend
But now my mom
Wants to meet him
So im so stuck

Wth?
What do I do
And if I do it...
Will I still be forgiven?

is this stupid pedophile worth losing trust from your mother, and lying? haven't you ever wondered why he doesn't talk to girls his OWN age? you're like 13, what the hell are you doing? this idiot is not worth it. break off contact with him, all he's good for is bringing negativity into your life. GET AWAY FROM HIM, HE'S LAME.