The love I dont get

I am an 18 year old female that is devoted to do good with my life . But I have a problem that get me down so much . My mother seem like she puts here friends before her children. She would go get her friends daughter from work before she would even come get me . Until she knows that im about to get paid then she will be all nice to me . Or when so one else is talking about how good there child is doing then she would make it like she really cares about me and start to praise me . The she just gets mad at any little thing that I do . And the she will leave and not talk to me and have an attitude with me for how ever long it takes here to get over it .and I love her so much but she is pushing me away and now I want to move with my sister out of state to give her some free time but I dont want to leave my other family behind but I think I would do better for myself and make a change in my life for the good

hey I think what you should do is ask your mom why she pushes you away and why she cares 4 other kids and not you and is she gets mad then tell her well I think im going to move in with my sister but thats just my suggestion

She's the only Mom you'll ever have - do everything to stay close - maybe talk with her or write her a letter spelling out everything and that should bring about change...I wish you every happiness !!

I hope everything will be fine for you. Always remember that your mum love you. Is just that she dont understands. Dont worry. Stay positive.

Good luck ! ^^