How can I pull myself away from suicidal thoughts?

well basically im on the brink of trying to commite suicide again, I want to die cus I hate everything that I am going through and I just want it all to stop!!! but at the same time I dont want to becasue of my family it tour them apart when I took an...

overdose in feb this year, im lucky to be here now!!! I just want to know if any one got any tips to help me mayby not try and commit suicide again , im just so stuck does any one else no what this feels like??? umm I dont want any one telling me to go and see a proffessional im on my 4th counciller and none of them help , nad I cant talk to a mate or family cus I trust no one!!!I know that narrows my options of helping myself but they dont help me!!! so I dont no what advice people can give me but any would be great thanks!!!
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Think about the things you can live for.

Dear alostandbrokenmind,
First off you need to find a counsellor you do trust and like...nothing wrong with seeing many till you find the one right for you. You don't really want to commit suicide...we know that because you can put yourself in your loved ones shoes and see the hurt, sorrow and devastation this would cause them. You still have a heart full of love for them as they for you. We don't know the problems you are facing but we all face problems...it can be a tough world out there. Do we all feel like committing suicide when we get bogged with problems...no...so you may be dealing with depression. Try treating the depression and then deal with the problems you feel are causing the depression. Once we can think that our problems can be solved and once we think that we can trust and get the help with the problems then we can tackle the problems. There is absolutely nothing we are given in this life that we can't handle. Do not stop trying with counsellors and do not give up on your fellow man for help...you are not alone.
Sue...good luck

talk to someone and not on the internet, someone face to face, your doctore, a friend, a family member, a councellor... talk your problems out. You may not believe it at the moment but there is a hell of a lot to live for.

I have bipolar2 , I know how youare feeling but trust me there is help out there and you will get through it but you must accept help, no matter how long it takes.