Suicide

Is there any reason not to kill myself I keep f*ckin up and my mom hates me and treats me like a piece of sh*t so why shouldnt I???

because deepinside youknow your worth a lot.
just dig into yourself, express your feelings and get rid of everything that pushes you down.
because under that you can find the beauty in yourself.
and don't think im bullsh*tting you.
I had similar problems, but I realized I can't play victim and get sympathy. get strong. helpyourself. people will hate in life. its not your fault. find something to make you happy or look forward to. for me its my 18th bday/ college. I hope things work out, if you need to talk to anyone, funmail me

Consider:
Growing up is very difficult—for both you and your parents. They remember a little bundle of joy that they held and nurtured as a baby and now they see a budding adult. These days, children face things and know about things that their parents would never have imagined at the same age. The teenagers of today look older, act older and want to be older than their counterparts did just 20 years ago. It is the desire of all parents for their children grow up in the way that they should go (loving, caring, respectful, and being of good solid character).
It is necessary that you truly understand that your parents have your best interests at heart. They will withhold privileges, set limits, and raise you to the best of their ability (neither they nor you are perfect), but be Thankful - They Care - many, many, many don't.
Ask them for guidance and seek to understand what truly motivates their decisions.
One of the best ways to prove your maturity and prove that you are ready for more trust is to be respectful of your parent’s wishes and accept their guidance. Learn how to communicate love, honor, and respect to each other...Make them proud, show them you can get it together...You can do it !!

GO TO A DOCTOR!! or even a THEREAPIST!!!

well
its not only about your mom
if you commit suicide
you have to think what youre about to leave behind
friends, job, dreams, etc...
you have to ask yourself
is it worthy to end my life?
you shouldnt commit suicide because of the way someone feels about you
you have to know what you feel about yourself
not even your mom
are you also depressed?
because once you commit suicide youre never coming back to life
again...
this is your only life
you should live it
but if youre really going thru hard things
you should talk about it with someone
im very sorry to hear that you want to commit suicide though
=(

dont do it. think of what you have to live for. yes there is something. could be something small or that doesnt matter but its something. get something to distract you from your mom like some books or a music player. something to get your mind off of it. or you could also talk to your mom about how much it hurts u. talk to someone you trust is also good. suicide solves nothing. be strong! peace.