Should I do it

Hi ...I want to ask all of you one question? I LOST My virginity just 3 weeks ago due to my mistake...as the cafe manager caught me mas*urbat*ng in the cafe...and he forced me and took my virginity and did sex with me. But I enjoyed it very much too.Also...

I did not tell anything at home.He was quite old man nearly 40.
Now after that I have not done sex ...Now I want to do sex...again. Should I do with that cafe manager or not..I liked it though and the concept of an old man fucking me thrills me.
What are your advices...? What should I do...and if I want to do with him again..what should I ask him...I dont know how...

If you do not have any other boyfriend etc. with who you could imagine having sex, well, and if in your fantasy this old manager is not antipathetic, then ok, you may continue with him for a while. But do not forget that slowly you have to find somebody else who is your real choice.

If the man forced you to have sex with him, then it isn't your fault! That's rape, and if you are saying that he is really old at 40, then I am guessing that you are indeed young. If you are under 18, then it is illegal for you to have sex with him anyway! Personally, I think you would be better off to find someone closer to your age, because you two would have more in common and such. And, don't let any guy take advantage of you. Find a nice guy who doesn't just want you for sex, it'll make a better relationship... probably with better sex in the end :P

Yes you are right bubux007 .....tonguering.....he was really old man .....I was a very very shy girl who would not even talk on sex to anyone...He treated me....so much in 2hrs that...after a while I had to enjoy that....bcoz...I had heard that it is pain the first time and it was. He did everything...with me from fingering, caresing...kissing and in the end sex with me...May be thats why....of that enjoyment....I have started thinking of him...
One thing more...I cant get close to anyone...or I cant select any boy friend..bcoz the country where I live the society is not like that......May be my parents would decide whom I would marry...and here in my society a girl should be virgin at marriage...thats why I did not tell my paretns about this incident....But still I have got the taste of sex...that why may be I am again having desire for sex. And yes I am under 18

HI all members....it has been couple of months I have been with this old man now..who took my virginity ...the cafe manager..He used to f**k me almost 2 times a week when ever I was in the cafe....I also let him...as he always took me in his cabin or called me.....but yesterday he just came to the computer in the cafe's where I was sitting and surfing net. He started there touching me and fondling with my pussy....Everyone one in the cafe was there even a women was sitting next to me....but he insisted upon doing it....and said you do your work and let me do mine. he even took off my panty under my skirt...I was very frightened but the idea was thrilling me also..........and I was getting wet by his hands under my skirt and I typing. What do you think guys ....should I let him do this again bcoz...that day I managed to walk to his cabin without panties but if someone else in the cafe sitting theer comes to know then....I was afraid.....Is this ok...or I have to stop this which looks to me thrilling too

No. atleast you should be in safe place. altogh this is very thrilling you should be careful. you can allow. 1, caressing your breasts, 2 fondling of your pussy. 3 licking by his tongu your pussy. but be in safe place

if you want to do it..do it..if you dont then dont...its your body and its your life...but your in paki...and even though your not married wht if you get preg...how are you going to explain that to your parents?