My life is falling apart

My sister is in the hospital for many different reasons. she tried commiting suiside last night and just all this differnt crap has happened. its gone on for the last five years and I don't know what to do. I feel like I need to talk to someone but I dont want to ask my mom for a counseler because shes always complaining about how she doenst have enough money because of all the hospital bills. I really just need some advice because my school conseler hates me because of all the fist fights I've been in. im only 14 and I fight with everyone because it helps me realease my anger. I don't know anyone have any ideas or anythign to say?

Justine

u know your sister has emotional problems maybe you can
mention it to your mom about getting a couseler or someone
because thats bad I never been in this situation but I know
its hard umm and you with fighting at school I think you should
stop because when you get older you might fight for money or etc..
ok keep safe and to release your anger hit the gym or somthing
there's is always punching bags or go running or read a book
don't fight ok good luck with you and your family God Bless

First off, I'm sorry about your sister, I hope she gets better and gets out of the Hospital soon. My cousin recently tried to commit suicide and he got locked up in a mental ward for 72 hours. But he was throwing furniture and yeah..not a pretty sight.

I know when life is bad, it feels good to release anger on other people, but it's not really good to do. If you hurt other kids it's going to stay on your Permanent Record, and you don't want that. Try screaming into a pillow, squeezing one of those balloons filled with sand, or punching your bed. Or skip lunch and throw your food. lol.

Hope everything gets better! Wish my advice could have been better.
~emily

if you need a friend I'll be your friend.I can talk maybe give you advice and help out you can vent on a friend I'll listen I know being a kid is tough lots of adult don't take their kids feelings into consideration kids have feelings to so feel free to write to me for advice a friend

0k first 0f all N0 M0RE FIST FIGHTS!!
and talk t0 a friend!!
0r a relative.
W0rk things 0ut with your c0nseler, and he c0uld still help u!

look guy your young life gna seem hard because it is but what dont kill us makes us stronger I no I've had it hard too.my best friend was killed next 2 me shot in the head I was 15 and the next week my bro got shot .a year later I got shot twice and that same month my girlfriend lost the baby we were expecting.it was hard but life is that way.my best advice is stay strong try to keep busy and what ever you do dont start abusing drugs because it wont help trust meit makes it worse.try to b there for your ma and sis and talk too your counsler he or she will understand.and the anger join asport like football or even boxing or mma I did and it helped.remember what dont kill us makes us stronger. good luck

I am sooo sory bout your sister I dont realy know what advice to giv you as I am not the wisest person on the planet but stay strong and just remember that your sister needs u. and try not to get in to any more fights they rsuch a waste of time!! sought things out with your school councelour explain that you need help and that your sorry bout all the fights uv got in to she/he is the type of person who will understand you and also you need to tell a friend whou realy trust bout how you feel and they will listen to you and comfort u.xx there 4 you anytimexx