Is he telling me something and what should I do?

Theres this guy in my school (lets call him J.D k?) well, I know J.D since we started high school & through those years I had a crush on him which fades for a few days, I only thought it was just a crush & thought he was cute thats why the feeling keeps coming back to me every year just only for a few days tho. As we started school last year, that feeling came back again & this time it stayed for a long long time which I never thought would ever happen.

J.D is in my maths, science, music class & I pretty much see him everyday. The feeling came back when we were together in music class & we smiled to each other & laugh & thats the first time we did, but as the weeks past we still do it so I told my friend jess and she told me she wuldnt tell any 1 and I trusted her, da next day in skwl after maths class she showed me her diary with my name & J.D's name on it I was like shocked because she brought her diary in skwl if someone sees that im so totally dead. as the day past, me & J.D are starting to have a bond with each other which was soo dreamy you know, I've fancied for a few months then but one day, it was the same for me and him we glance at each other we smile at each other & we kinda talk to each other at his house, well because of our music we have this song to practice to preform in class and he has complete instrument in his garage and my and my frends go there to practice so I see him after skwl too, were not close friend but we do tlk sometimes but not every single time we see each other, and e way in skwl this friend of mine who is a guy started to hang out wid my frends which was wierd, he always ask me if I can go wid him in the cantene and eat lunch with him which is totally wierd bcus we were not as close as he thinks but his this type of a guy ull say yes because his like a lil bro to you, so yeh I said to liam, as we finished eating lunch he asked my best friend to talk with him for a few mins, as I stand there looking at both of dem loosing my patience I just saw him and my friend looking back at me & my friend just keeps laughin as the bell went my friend came up 2 me and told me everything he said & she told me not to tell him because she thinks shes not spose to tell me, well she said that liams frends av been telling him that I apparently fancies him (which I dont remeber? I fancy J.D) & that he kinda fancies me too. I was shocked because ahh I never thought of him that way ever. as that day keep on going my other friend ryan told me something which made me think even more, he told me he fancies me as well ( 2 guys confessing at da same day, less in an hour!!). After skwl I was meeting my friend to go to J.D's house to practice... I was excited!! until liam came along.

He walked with me when we were all going to J.D's house he tried to flirt with me and I didnt I only pretend I didnt know what he said to my friend earlier in skwl. As we arrived at J.D's house he stood in his door with his P.e shirt and tracking suit (He looks hott as he stood there lol I never used that word ever to any 1 except him! lol) as he stood there he made joke ( did I mention his funny, mysterious and good looking?) I laugh (ofcourse!) and he smiled at me & he keeps glancing at me so I glance back at him. as we were practicing my 2 frends were arguing & they are going out with each other , as they both argue about her music piece, J.D stood next to me and said 'what happy couple' as he stood next to me and smiled so I smiled back at him as we were going 2 practice the song I again I saw liam focusing his eyes on me so it felt wierd he tried impressing me by dancing (im not that type of a girl who will join him, im shy and I don't dance) as liam did that I turned my head to J.D and he smiled at me so I smiled back as I was singing he even tried impressing me by throwing his drum sticks in the air and catching it I was soo impressed by him that I wanted 2 act more perfectly and sing the words like it was mine. my 2 friend who is going out is kai & shelby and they're the one whose in the band and kia tried explain her music piece to her once again so I stood there practicing the chords in the guitar & then someone stood next 2 me and it was J.D again he told me another joke.

As that night went on I av to go home (wishing I could stay there with J.D) well every1 else went home & liam who fancies me walked me home and told me what he told my best friend as he walked me 2 my door. The next day as I was in the music room practicing, my best friend went it and told me someone wants to see me so as I went out of the room liam was there he was waiting for an answer, which made me confused so I asked him if he was asking me out last nite and he sed yeh and I was like I didnt know that, that I needed to think about it. As lunch break came, me and my frends were hanging out in the same place as always, as I discuss what I should do with my 2 close frends J.D suddenly appear in the room and he stood in front of me were I can soo totally see him which made me torn,.

For the past of my 2 b.f I never went out wid them because I wanted to I did it for them I don't like hurting people because of me so I made that same choice for liam that nite which made disapointed with myself another time I promised my 2 best friend this will be the last time ill say yes to a guy who I don't even like. As the day came, skwl started again and liam saw me so he walked with me to my class. J.D was walking with his friend sam, me & J.D was just looking at each other but he saw me a bit sad but he didnt asked because we were not close we were just like smiing at each other and say hi 2 each other in class if we feel like it and only that we only had 1 real conversation and dats it. As sam his friend asked liam why he was walking with me liam said he was going out wid me as he told sam I looked at J.D and I saw him looking away at me (I can tell he was shocked and wanted 2 get away from me) and he walked faster, after skwl I was walking home with jess, she asked me if I still fnacy him and I think maybe and I told her everything that im noticing with J.D that he keeps glancing at and stuff, as I told her that it seems like he knew that I liked him jess told me 'yeh he kinda' and I just looked at her shocked and I told her why didnt you told me before I sed yes 2 liam??? and how did he found out??? well she sed I never knew you were going 2 say yes to liam because you like J.D and he found out because of kia and him he was taking her bag and he looked inside it and found her DIARY!!! I was shocked and felt bad that it feels like he kinda of feeling the same way about me but now im going out wid a guy who I never like in the first place .

For a few days J.D avoided me he didnt dare to look at me or smile at all we dont say hi to each other any more so our bond just crashed and im back in square 1 but after that few days we were back we sarted smiling at each other and av a bit of eye contact (I know its bad I av a b.f) but after going out with liam for a month he has to go on a holiday for 2 weeks, and I kinda build a bit of feeling for him but nothing ever happened between me and liam we just talk hug and hold hands and thats it. As liam was away I was a bit sad that we never done anything with each other, so in science in skwl I moved seats to sit next to my friend because the teacher told me I can move if I want so I did move next to my friend, and the guy sat next to me is J.D's friend stephen. for a few mins he move a seat and J.D sat next to me, my friend still know that I fancy him but I told her I av a boyfriend so yeh.

But another science lesson he still sat next to me and he didnt want to sit anywhere else, there was only four people in one long table and its only me, my friend stephen and J.D and we were in the front table everyone else is sitting at the back, one day in skwl our science teacher didnt show up so my art teacher took us for that lesson and J.D still sat next to me even tho he can sit with all the other boys. In that science class we can do anything, so I took a paper for me and my friend and stephen did too. as I drew a dog J.D complimented me on it even tho its not my best drawing ever (they say im good at drawing so im not lame at drawing im pretty 1 of the best drawer they say and im not saying I am) so I replied to J.D I told its a bad drawing, he took the drawing and scanned it he said it is and stephen looked at it and didnt say anything J.D gave me my drawing and I was just blushing and feel like im gna faint because he keeps smiling at me, I just looked at my friend and she just giggles because of me she keeps telling me the he keeps looking at me and is trying to get closer.

So yeh I looked back at him as I was turning my head, he was looking at me so our face were close together so my reflex was to lean back so I did and he smile like I did it cute so I smiled back then he looked at their drawing, my friend was playing with my breacelet and she was swinging it and it went on J.Ds table so I went to reach it and he didnt even took it he wanted me to get it so I can get close ofcourse I wanted ro as well, as I took my bracelet I saw their drawings I was just looking at it with a question in my head 'What the hell is that?2 so I asked J.D said its a dinasour, and I pointed at something on their drawings and J.D just laughed so did I because I realized what it was and my friend was laughing as well because she fancies stephen J.Ds friend so yeh LOL. So me and J.D are back and we are much more closer as we used to be.

But when friday came, he saw liam was back and im with him, for the first he didnt seem like he care but for few days he did, I just don't see him as much as I used to. One night in a skwl trip wid my boyfriend sumthing happened which made me break up with liam I never planned to but I did broke up with him. For a few days J.D didnt smile at me or looked at me but when he heard in science class that some of my frends were asking 'did you broke up with liam? why?' and stuff and J.D is only sitting in front of me so he probably heard everythimg. Me and liam was going out for 2 months and I broke up with him before christmas last yr >.<! im a (bad girl!!) I never intented to make things happen like this but it did. Christmas came and its been a while since I saw J.D. skwl started again and I never thought we will still do the glancing things. For a few of our lesseong together I've noticed that he started walking slowly after class that everytime im walking through the door he will walk with me so when both of us go through the door will be touching each other to avoid to walk through the wall I noticed this in art class when he went there it was the first time he did it.

He was making fun of my art teacher he keeps turning the light off and on and when his friend went already he still done it and when he saw me he smiled and I smiled back laughin in a quiet way so my teacher wouldnt know im laughin at her so J.D stop annoying her and he walked with me throught the door so we kinda touch each other lol. Since that I've notice he does it too in science! he walks slowly and his frends has to walk slowly with him and if his frends are in front of him that his frends are the one who will be closer to me he walks faster to ctach up with me. But something happened in our music class my other friend keeps telling me that he keeps starin at me even in maths class. When I caught him staring at me he usaully look away but this time he looked into my eye and made eye contact well im a shy girl so I kept the eye contact as long as I can it was like 5 -10 seconds then I looked away. For a few days before that my friend kai found out I fancy him and told me that I should ask him out and I was like why, why should I I don't even fancy him and he said zoe told me, I was just shocked because I told zoe not to tell and e 1, in Feb 29th I was walking home with zoe and she told me 'hey J.D is still single' with a smile and I juts answered as fast I can that I dont fancy him, but the thing that makes me wonder the people who knows that I fancy him keeps telling me to ask him out, like he wants you to. I just igonored everything they told me to do because I don't want to be embarresed. Every morning to go to the other building in skwl to go to lessong his always there behind me and one time I was talkin 2 jordan and he was there but I wasnt talkin to him because we never ever did after christmas well as we were on our way to english J.D keeps foolin oround with jordan the guy im talkin wid and he went in front of me and other people and he waited there, he could takle and e other guys in der because his nice every1 is his friend and you know he picked the guy im talking to, is this a sign???

But this march as normal me and my friend was walking for our first lesson and its english there were two doors that we have to go through for english, as we were walking my friend saw J.D and told me he was behind me as usual sometimes dno y, but something happened as I was holding the door to go to english class someone touched my hand well it was kind of like brushing their hands on mine, when I looked back it was J.D! x] he looked at me and smiled as he looked down. There was another door, & I thought he accidentaly done the brushing his hands on mine but as I opened this other door he grab the door as wuick as he can that he nearly touched my hand but he only touch the tips of my fingers. But yesterday in skwl in maths our teacher wasnt in so he can sit whereever he wants, he usually sits in the front but this time he sat in fron of me, his mate adam was callin him and tellin him to sat next to him he asked 4 times but J.D refuse he sat next to jordan and to da other guys you would expect him not to sit with in the talbe. As he sat in front of me well im kinda of hyper and I keep seeing him looking back everytime for a min or 2, but the thing is I always had my watch on and that day I forgot it and I saw jordan was looking at his phone so I asked him and he told me its not mine its J.D's so I was nervous to ask him because I don't do the first move well its not even a first move, so I finally asked him and he turned around to look at me and he said the time, after class he put his book back in the shelf and he bump on to me is all of this a sign that he does like me??? nothing pretty much happen and we just only smile at each other and stuff touching each other, he suddenly appears in the same room im usually in, he even makes jokes abwt 1 of his frends when every1 is quiet, I catch him looking at me and my frends does as well my frends even counts how many time he looks at me n in maths in one of my lesson in der it was like abwt 14 and in musis it was 10 time. Is he telling me something??? I want him to make the first mve but I dont think thats gna happen till a few months or something or even never. should I make the first move I do know his frends and I talked to dem but when its wid him im shy. Should I say hi?or satrt a conversation with rather than hi?what should I do?

is this confusing u? lol its too long aint it? I don't know how to shorten it sorry

Definitely way too long, sorry.
Try an shorten it as much as possible and you'll get more replies.
Good luck

Ummm I got lost in the first sentence sorry =(

Wow I read like the first 5 sentences and then the last two and I think you are THINKING TOO MUCH!!! Just ask the guy out omg...it is not the end of the world and apparently he is shy too. If anything play it off like it is not a date and he'll think it's cute.

well I read it all I know it wa novel but I think you should go for it your like a little kid in love the way you talk about him just ask him out you can tell he likes you
good luck

sorry I know it was soo long ill make a shorter version in a few days my parents don't allow me to go into the computer so I cant really reply as quickly as I want to & bethx thnx! I want to take your advice but I don't wnna feel embaressed if he says no

just ask him out, it seems like you really like him and he really likes you. and the worst that coul happen is him say no, but on the bright side he could say yes. I think he likes you but he's too shy to ask you out, so you make the first move

sorry to say but its damn long

shorten it...I can't handle reading something that long. sorry

I read it all lol, WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?!!!
ask him OUT!!! just start off saying, 'hey', then the rest will follow!! lol
start a conversation then ask him out! please please please ask him out!!!
MY OH MY THE SKY IS TOO HIGH!!! LOL!!!
GO FOR IT! and if he says 'no'
you have to start thinking like... ummm, '
'ya ya ya, whatever, it doesn't matter, it was only a question, it's ok, things will be ok, I got it'

I think you are feelings horomones for the guy. since you apparently see him everyday those feelings of a crush can't just pass. just what I think.