Im taken but liking someone else..

Okay. this is the deal, I've been 2 years on and off with my boyfriend. and we've had
all our ups and downs through out it all. it took me a while to get him back, I had help
from some of my friends and all. And now finally, I qot him. We worked...

everything out
and got back together. He went to another country for the whooole summer. im stuck
here without seeinq him, and there was this kid I thought looked sooo qood since
last year and I had him as friend on myspace for a while, he went to my school, hes
a qrade older than me but never payed attention to him. So I saw him a couple weeks
ago at the mall, I hadn't seen him ina while and I dont know why now, im so into him,I cant stop thinkin bout him, I want to see him so badly, I stare at his pics.. =( he
probably doesnt really know me and I might not have a chance.. ugh in the other hand
I cant think like this, I dont want to do my boyfriend wrongg and I still love him. I've put him through so muchhh. its hard, and I dont want to do this to him again...I dont know what to do.. "/

Hi,

You said "I don't want to do this to him again," does this mean you've cheated before? If so, I think it's a sign that maybe you and your boyfriend should take a break. You don't have to end it forever, but maybe it's too serious for you at the moment, and you'd rather explore other people. There's nothing wrong with that. Sometimes a little distance from the person is all you need to realize if you love them...or not.