Im scare to face the reality

Hello. Sorry for disturbing.. But I just need someone to talk to. Hope you dont mind..

I've been waiting for this guy for 1 year plus already. There're ups and downs.. But recently, he treats me cold. Well, im kind of feeling numb already. So I dont...

really care about the coldness anymore. I tell myself to wait till the end of this year, if we still havent be together, I'll just leave. Cause im only 16 years old and I cant waste my youth waiting for someone right?

So im into tarot cards. And yes, its accurate.. Tomorrow im having another tarot session. But im scare. Im scare that the answer is not what I want. Im scare that the results show that he hates me, he has girlfriend, we wont be together by the end of this year, he is trying to avoid me..

For the past few weeks, I was telling myself "yes. he will like you. ". Cause I was having exams.. So.. I try to think positive. Now, as my exams are over.. Its time for me to face the reality. But honestly, im really scare.

Last time, I always got good reading about us.. So.. Im really scare now about tomorrow's reading. I left a few more hours to be prepared for the negative readings..

Never wait around for a guy. Your only 16 years old, if he's not acting interested in you, then move on and find someone new. I know you like him, but it's not worth the heartache my dear.
As for the tarot cards thing, if you truly believe in them, dont be scared to find out the answer. Whether you like it or not, the answers aren't always what we want them to be.
That's life.

he sounds like he isnt worth your time sweetie..
you should go on and distract urself wit other guys.
life had its ups and downs..its good and its bad..
like mandyloo said its not always what we want..
its what life wants to give us..
if you wait around for a guy and you show it to him
that can be a HUGE mistake for the simple
fact that he can take advantage of it..and make you wait even
MORE! and im sure you DONT want that..

I wish for the best for u.

anabelle

wait for him 'because it seems like you have set your mind on it. and you don't want to wonder all your life what it would have been like if you just waited another two months, do u? So I'd say, wait for him till the end of this year. and for the tarot card. well, my answer may be late. but I'll answer it anyway, like two people above said, it's not always what we want, but you know, even if you got the bad results, it doesn't mean there wouldnt' be a change. So keep waiting even you got the bad results( but to a certain extent) 'because after all, it's you that matter in your relationship, not tarot cards.