I need advice badly!

I am 15 year old and I uses to go out with this lad and he was 16 I went out with him for 1 year and 2 mounths. we was in my room and we was watching a dvd then he started kissing me then he put his hands down my trousers and started to finger me and...

then he pulled down my trousers and started to pull his down I thort I wanted to have s'e'x till he got on the bed I said no I dont want to do it but he didnt listen to me and he put his pe'n'is in me I was shouting no I dont want to but he carried on.
I am now going out with someone that I really like and he knows what happened and hes really genarious to me but he 23 and he loves me to he said im safe around him and nothing is going to happen like that to me again but I cont get close to him please give me some advice please on how to get close to him.

With an age difference like that, I honestly don't think you should get close to him. Doing anything sexual with him would be a felony in many places. Also, with an age difference like that, you two really should not have anything in common unless something is wrong with him.

I would suggest ditching this older guy and making sure the police know about the 16 year old who sexually assaulted you.

I agree with llewellyn..not only that but im pritty sure what the 16 year old did to you is r*pe..so maybe you should consider telling someone.