Hate being apart from her

well I knew this was going to happen but the love of my life and I broke up because I'm going down a Road that'll just leave her in pain so I had tto break up with her and I told her this but she didn't listen what should I do now?

P.S. like 10 minutes later she sent a guy over to brag that he was with her now and I danm near ripped his throat out

so if she is the love of your life why did you break up with her.. you say it is because of the road your on, well your love for each other might survive that road.. I really dont now what to tell you

she is trying to make you jealous with this other guy and from what you put it is working.. I have just one question to ask you... Why did you break up with her again? It sounds like you really love her...

I do it's just my life right now is messed up and I started cutting and I know thats wrong but she doesnt know and I think she'll hate me if she finds out so I felt like I had to end it...was I wrong?