Should I contact my ex boyfriend?

My ex-boyfriend broke up with me for 3 months. I still have some love remain for him all the time, I feel torture with his words and things he did to me. He called me that he had a bad news from now on, no have us anymore, his word feel relief for left...

me without sad feeling. After he told me, he reserved a nice trip, nice hotel, he went to gym while I will have a big exams( I had to fight with myself to read book while I felt very bad) and he called to cancel the french restaurant for on valentine's day ( so I felt very lonely ), but all the time, we still keep contact to each other and everytime I feel hurt after talk to him but because I still have love feeling, bond, and pity him because he is a foreigner and he has a few friend here (he told me, I am a real friend I have here) while we were together as boyfriend and girlfriend. He cheat on me many times. He liked to go bar alone and sometimes he exchanged tel no. with another woman ( I know because he turned off his cellphone and after I told him to turn on, it had a strange woman who was he met last night sent sms to him, the woman he just met at bar which I didn't know they had sex or not because I not stay with him) He didn't dare to tell another women that he had girlfriend, he just not pick up their calling. After we broke up 1 month, I have new boyfriend. Firstly, he could accept that I could contact with him but only not meet him. My ex dated with another women but in the line that he called me to tell broke up, he told me he maybe wanted to be single man, never get married. But after I have new boyfriend, he met many women but noone so he had no girlfriend. He tell me that he know he did mistake for left me if he have a chance, he will never let my hands out of him ( I think maybe I am difficult to believe he can do because before we broke up about almost 1 week, he used to tell me and at last, he left me ). I always tell my boyfriend because I don't want hide anything and he still ok and say nothing if I will contact him but only not meet him. But about last week, my boyfriend told me that he felt jealous and he didn't want I contact with my ex. He told me he felt more sure and serious with me. He wanted only me and him. So I sent sms to told my ex that I didn't want contact with him. He didn't send sms back because normally he always reply me. So I called him, he told me that are you playing with his heart? because many times, I tried to stop contact to him but everytimes he sent sms back to me that he was unhappy, he was a little bit sad that I didn't want to contact him because I was so mean to him, but why in the begin of broke up, he never give me chance and he hurt me ) and knew he was unhappy since we broke up and he was sick now. His emotion are sad so I went to meet him. Suddenly he met me, he cried, he told me he want to go back to stay with parent at his country for a week and see the doctor there which up to what he is which maybe he had to spend there for several months to do the treatment. Actually, I care my boyfriend a lot and in another side of my heart, I don't want to contact my ex because if I still keep contact him, I feel more bad to him and I am afraid of maybe I will hate him but I am pity him because he has noone who he close here in my country. I am so confused please help me.

This guy treated you so wrong, do not contact him becos your feelings will never be put to rest then. Stay away from him and you'll be able to live happily with your guy. But if your ex is ringing you or your ringing him your never going to be truly happy becos these things play on your mind.