Help me!! please :;( part one

this is going to be reallly long so someone please take the time to read my sad but true and untasteful life dilemma :;(

okay so here goes nothing !
a few things ( because of my moms job I've moved eleven times in the past thirteen years)

My life is a...

rolling ball of s***! It's so f*** up it's sick! I know some people have it way worse but I just can't deal anymore can someone help ?

Okay so it all started like this...
I have plenty of family in another country so my mom and I visit all the time , she went away one time and came back and showed me a pic of a guy who she claimed to be my uncle. a few months after she told me he was a guy she was dating. I was about nine at the time and she ran a group home so her work and her family lived in the same house so I was pre exposed to it all ofcourse I lost my innocence at like 5 ( not that innocence like my metal inoccence) anywho we went to this country more often after that , I had never even met my father at this point. but I always wanted to meet him. so my mom searched for a picture and found one , then when she looked around for him she couldn't find him unfortunatly. she did however get into contact with his two sisters so I was schedualed for a visit to meet my cousins and aunts for the first time (I'm about eleven now mind you) so when I got there I saw this guy and he walked over to me and said ever so bluntly " I'm your dad"

Its not that long btw. And Ill be more that glad to help you out... but whats the rest of the story?

oh lol okay so this isn't working it's not showing you all of it so you might have to copy and paste it into microsoft word and it should show up as two and a half pages if not tell me

its not working... Fun mail it to me.

okays