Going out of my mind.

I am stuck in this hospital.
And I now cannot leave until I have put on 22 kilos from the crap tube.
I am going out of my mind!!!

I hate this.
I dont know what to do.
I spend the whole time on my laptop.
I want to get out of here.

I woul dhvae...

today but I blew that but breaking my tube!!

What can I do to pass time???

OK, I take it you have an ED, which mst be pretty bad if your 'inside' as such...

how are you doing with that more importantly?

and as for passing the time, I know it's pants...I just hope you have some nice staff.

have you got the useual? mags, TV, DVD player (movies) etc? you obviously have the internet, which I can generaly while away days and days on that thing lol!

what about facebook? your friends on that?

if you connected to a tube, you should still be allowed home (unless they're still concerned about you taking it out??)

do you hate being there because you feel you have lost control of your eating again?

as for things to do, with the comp, mags and tv, that about all. I love reading myself, and if I was stranded on a desert island, that would be the only material thing I'd miss, get a book, thats part of a series and get into it...but that's just me...

solve the whole rubiks cube without cheating.. and try to enjoy..

I reckon I'd end up and the padded cell ward trying to complete a rubiks cube, I'm 31 and I have still never done more than 2 sides

youch must b boring hmmm can you talk on the phone?

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"What can I do to pass time???"

How about going to the All Questions link and selecting "View unanswered questions" and seeing how many you can Answer. If you want to make it interesting, click on the link to the last page and start with those. They will be several years old and still needing an Answer.

hmmm read a good and insightful book to occupy your min. I recommend sophies world )) find something new to focus on. a new distraction. whatever it may be, become consumed in it. lol put all of your problems in a secret box in the very back of your mind and keep that box locked until you are ready and strong enough to open the box and deal with the problems. Please get better

what hospital are you at?
Monash is pretty good
lol at my curiosity =]