How to get help about hurting myself?

I have a lot of major problems, like sometimes at nite I suffocate myself under a blanket and when im bout to pass out I come up out of it. I gag myself a lot. I cry myself to sleep every nite. I sometimes scratch myself with scissors but not enough to...

where I start to bleed. and I know those things are wrong but I feel like I cant help it like its taking over me. and I wish I were dead a lot, but not by suicide. I want to confess all this to someone I can trust and get their help but I dont know how to tell them or who.

im not tellin my parents b/c they will just say im actin stupid or somethin.

I want to tlk bout it to someone older than me but not anadult. more like an older teenager. who can help.

please tell me what to do.

Dear hello5,
You need to tell an adult about this right away...there is no need to be going through this pain every day. They can get you in to see a counsellor and you'll be surprised how fast they can get you back on the right track. Also have you parents make an appointment with your doctor for some tests. You could be suffering from a hormone imbalance...this also can be treated easily...Ask for help from your parents. Just think of how good it will be to feel better.
Sue...good luck

Omg.Girls.Dont ever hurt yourself.Try your very BEST not to hurt yourself.Find your friend and tell them whats your problem.If you dont mind,send me a fun mail and tell me.I may not help much but its better for you to tell someone.^^