Caring about nothing

I really am not caring about anything, I dont care if I fail all my finals, I don't care if people really dont like me, yet I am longing for a close personal friend, totally contradicting. I also dont care if I die in like an accident or something. I'm...

staring into space and my mind seems to be "unoccupied" as in I feel totally stupid. I've recently started abusing cough syrups and taking a few pills with them, could that be doing something?

well you should start caring more I guess HAHAHA not the best advice..

youre right, not the best advice. I personally do not feel like this is funny, dont know about you...

yes, it definetly is. drugs screw up your brain to where the only thing you care about is drugs. that's all you need in life. they are depressing you. look for companionship in a friend, and stay away from the meds. it sounds like you are self medicating and trying to fill up the void in your life with meds instead of a real friend.

nah I dont think its funny but I think you just cared cause you just cared if I cared about your problem... not sure if your going to understand it but I do! CONGRATUALTIONS you just cared about something

I think you may have some depresion but like I just told a close friend of mine they can live their life wondering what could have been or they can suck it up and live their life to the full without regret. Life is too short to sit around abusing cough syrup and this may sound harsh but if you look deeo inside and think about the real reason your doing this you will see that its not reason enough to waste a life. My advise is for one day pretend you have no problems at all and smile in the mirror at yourself and say im a good person who deserves a great life. See what happens.

lol cugh syrup & shi* & a couple of pills either
lol when you start doing the heavy stuff then you know you have f0cked up

you sound depressed... and yes depression is made worse by drugs (or so they keep telling me)