Am I worth being saved?

I hate myself, and I feel like everyone around me hates me. I have no friends and I've tried to end my life 8 times, but I have always 'chickened out' or something ended up failing. I kind of want help, but I don't want my family to get even MORE overprotective if they found out that I tried all the things that I did. And uhh...like people automatically seem to think that if you are in counseling that you're some kind of a mental person (sry that didn't come out right). Well, the weird twist to this is...I don't think ANYONE can help me. But I wish someone could. But they're going to end up druggin' me up for depression or whatever. Are counselors USELESS? I mean...it's their JOB to care and if they weren't getting paid, then they WOULDN'T care! So really...no one DOES care! But why should they? I'm not even worth it! See? That's the battle I fight inside myself every night!
I just need help...I feel like I'm getting nowhere and I'm going to have a breakdown..

yes you're worth it.. theres no way that everyone hates you.. when you're about to end your life just think about those people that love you.. and think about how sad they would be if you did it..
hope I helped

dont end your life...live your life!me well me to I cant live I hate my life but I live it people tell me all the time if you die no one will miss you!!!and you can have friends and I think people care about you...so live your life dont stop it...

I have 3 friends who are counselors and I'll tell you, they DO care. I know this because they talk about their clients, no names of course, they just mention tough times that some of the kids have and they try to figure out ways to help them overcome their fears or whatever it is that's troubling them. I do know the people I am friends with care about their clients and yes, you are worth saving! Sometimes medication is the way to go when you are feeling like this. Meds make you feel better about yourself. My friend is on several meds and without them, she's a freakin mess! She's a cutter. She has also tried to end her life. Talk to your parents seriously an tell them you DO NEED SOME HELP! Make them understand your struggles. These are your parents, I promise they love you with all their heart!!!

Counselors do care! No one can help you if you don't want to help yourself! You need to start thinking different. Why do you hate yourself? Why do you think people hate you? make a list. When you are done look back at it and think to yourself 'How much of this is actually true 100%?' 'How much of this can be a legit cause for hate?' Why do you want to die? you are only 15... you have a long ways to go... you have no friends?? why not? think about WHY you feel that way and WHY you make decisions to harm yourself. Personally ... I think that is just an easy way out. Be brave!!! See a counselor and don't go in there thinking that 'they are paid to care' ... Counselors need to earn money to survive and that doesn't mean they don't care! And yes, YOU ARE WORTH BEING SAVED

I havent read your full story, but I tried killing myself because I fort I was ugly, with my spots and everything.
but then I fort whats the point, its life for you, just hold your head up high, and dont get to depressed, if you need help then go to someone who your close to, maybe they can help you.

I say your worth saving. I'm very very depressed, I am the only kid in my family who isnt good at anything, I just have a lot of things wrong with me. but I don't want to end my life when I could actually change who I am and become like the best of the best and I think you should try it with me.

        Simply a Rose to brighten your day,
        And maybe lessen the cares in your way;
        And also, too, to help you to know,
        That in knowing you, many others grow!

 
Yes, you are worth saving but you have to want to help save yourself.

 
You are at an age where hormones, emotions and even your brain are undergoing strong changes. It is natural to occasionally feel confused or depressed.

The best thing you can do is to talk to a counselor or therapist. Barring that, find someone you can communicate your emotions and thoughts with, sort of like a sounding board. Keeping your thoughts to yourself doesn't help. If you can't find someone around you then consider Fun Mailing someone on Fun Advice.

Check out the link below for information on teen depression.

Information on teen depression:

http://www.helpguide...

  
If you are having problems or are depressed, below are a couple of sites that may help you:

Worldwide:

Check out the Befrienders link below. They are not only a suicide hotline but also offer help to people who are stressed or are in a state of depression.

http://www.befriende...

In the U.S.A., you also have access to:

Girls and Boys Town National Hotline

Call With Any Problem, Any Time

1-800-448-3000

http://www.girlsandb...

We are the offspring of the Master, they're is nothing to be saved from except yourself. Stop trying so hard to have a crappy day, life is all that we are given everything else is just for our amusement. The hardest thing any of us beings of light can do is continue to live and honor the Creators plans for us. Besides just think of all the dumb stuff your going to miss out on if you hurry your departure. Just lighten up on your self and believe in your own ability's and LIVE