Am I crazy?

Check this. I love my boyfriend but we keep going back and forth. We break up and get back together. But for the past year it's been total hell. Last September he dumped me. Later he picked up a gay girl for a girl friend, I told him to dump her, he did...

then a week later he's talking to me for about a week and found a new gay girl. I waited six months. Now he' s just dumping me back and forth. We won't talk for weeks then he'll call me late hours of the night telling me he loves me and needs me. We've grew up together and we been together for like ever. So I don't want to let him go like this. But what can I do? He even recently said he doesn't know if he's still in love with me. Is it time for me to let go? Or is there something we can do to save our relationship?

yes you need to dump his ass..sorry..he is only calling you when he "needs" you...and hes not there when you need him!!

If you have doubts about being with him or not because he's not treating you right, you already know the answer ... he seems to be in charge, why are you wating for him to pick you up or leave you ... take charge of your life. Obviously he's not considering your feelings only his. Think about yourself and what is best for you. It's very dificult to let go of someone you love but sometimes a person has to do what is best for his/her life.

Break up for a while, let him know that, and take advantage of the time spent alone to clear your feelings. Both of you and especially him.