ALL mY LiFe I haD beEn loOKinG fOr sOmEtHinG,
anD eVeRywHerE I tuRNed sOmeonE tRieD tO teLL mE whaT iT wAs.
I aCCepTeD tHeiR aNsweRs tOO, thOuGh tHeY wErE oFteN iN cOnTradiCtioN aNd evEn sELf-coNtRadiCtorY.
I wAs naIvE. I wAs lOokiNg foR mYSeLf aNd aSkiNg eVerYone eXcePt MySeLf qUesTioNs wHiCh I,
aNd oNLy I, couLd aNswEr.
It toOk mE a LoNg tiMe anD muCh PainFuL BooMerAngiNg oF mY eXpeCTatioNs tO aChieVE a reaLiZatioN evEryOne eLsE aPpeArS tO hAvE bEen boRn wiTh; tHat I aM noBodY buT mYseLf!!!

I love to SMILE as it makes people wonder what I’m up to,
I love to be ALONE, because I want to know MYSELF.
Nevertheless, I hate when I’m LONELY. It feels like no one cares.
I love the SMELL OF RAIN, it can make me relax and feel alive.
I love to hear my MUM’s voice; it can make me calm and also cry.
I love to make people SMILE and LAUGH
But I hate when people laugh at me.
I love all of my FRIENDS, even when they make me mad,
I still love them even when they make me cry,
I HATE my PAST so much; still I can’t LET IT GO.
I HATE LIVING IN A PAST, but that is WHAT I DO NOW...
Right Now trying so HARD to be a MUCH better person...
PEACE!!!! When you know me, you know the real me (hopefully..)

I guess that's all I can say bout myself.. there's nothing much I can tell you.. Hurm.. when talking about music that I like.. I would say I like everything.. seriously.. From country to metal.. but mostly I listen to rock and metal... And lately one of my friend here introduce me to jazz and I'm starting to like it.. My favorite band/singer?? well I have many.. but, here some of the name so that you get the idea...

-Within Temptation
-Nightwish
-Lacuna Coil
-Xandria
-Leaves Eyes
-Epica
-Paramore
-Flyleaf
-Nemesea
-Tristania
-After Forever
-Red Jumpsuit apparatus
-The Distiller
-Breaking Benjamin
-Crossfade
-Tegan And Sara
-Kamelot
-Delain
-YellowCard
-Taylor Swift
-Avantasia
-The Cure
-The Vines
-Tokio Hotel
-Armor For Sleep
-Abandoned Pools
-From First To Last
-Alesana
-Alexis on Fire
-Automatic Loveletter
-AFI

Guess that's all I can think bout right now...

Whentalking bout book.. I like all kind of book as long as it don't bore me to death.. I can read everything.. hehe... I also like to read manga.. My fav. manga Naruto and Bleach.. I think Byakuya and renji are soo cool.. I guess I stop here.. bye everyone and oh yeah, If you have a question bout me then ask me and I'll be glad to answer it... Bye!!!!Don't be shy to request friendship.. hehe

'Proud-Tegan and Sara'
Freedom and blood
I make my mark and fight for tomorrow
Finally I've got something
Something I can raise my voice for
Fine tell them who you really want
Fine well you'll get yours and I'll get mine
Proud
I'm proud to be proud to see
They said proud
I'm proud to be proud to be me
They said tell me oh you've got to tell me
Freedom's rough
So we take our stand and fight for tomorrow
Finally we got something
Something we can bring down the house with
Fine tell them who you think you are
Fine tell them fine is what you are
And when you finally figure out what it is you need
You better think of me
No no no no
When I get up
I feel the rhythm in my fingers
I get up - I hear the rhythm in my laughter
Take a second look
You might find that I am stronger
Take a second look
You might find that you are stronger
Imagination inspiration
It's only fair that I tell you
I plan on leaving here tonight with my pride
It gets me every time
With my pride
I'm proud to be I'm proud to be me