I was caught right out of the womb, and I have been caught ever since. Katya is my name, and in some cases that is my game. Reality sucks. I try to look at things with the glass half full perspective. I think everything happens for a reason.

I love Les.
Finding love was one of those truly amazing moments in my life..it can't compare to anything else I've experienced.
It's weird, you just feel extremely happy and you don't want to do anything else but stare into their eyes. You have those butterflies at first, then the awkwardness goes away, and you feel completely comfortable, and it just feels so right. You cry when they are not around, you miss them so much. Even if they aren't with you for 10 minutes, or 10 days, either way, it feels like a lifetime..and you are compelled to miss them. It feels like that person could do anything, and you'd still be happy no matter what they did. They could hurt you, try to kill you, but you would still love them. You feel like they are your whole world, you want to do nothing but be with them and spend time with them, you commit yourself to them. They are your life. You become each other..you are one person, but in reality your not. When they touch you it's a thrill you can't resist their charm, they are temping...like chocolate. They are a sin. Their love comes sooo fast, it catches you off guard, basically plowing you in the face. Everything turns into a goofy joke. You get each other. You are know everything about each other. I mean, it's so true that you look at them, and you know..they are going to be with you the rest of your life...no matter what happens. Through thick and thin, love is the ultimate thing. Love will keep you together. It will make you prevail. Love is being honest with each other. You can tell them anything. even things you feel guilty about. Your dark secrets are no longer a threat. You can just pour them out. If they love you they won't care. Everything else is a big blur...no one else really matters. You think about how you want to spend your whole life with this one amazing, indescribable person, and how you want to have kids and that perfect house, the perfect family. Perfection, a perfect fantasy of things to come. Basically the one you love is perfect. They are perfection..to you. Other people become unappealing to you. Honestly no one else matters. You don't see flaws you see beauty and the love you have for them. I thought I had love before...but I didn't. This is way more powerful! Before, I'm guessing that was lust, or maybe desperation or perhaps just love but not with the right person. Now I know I have it right. I have the truest love anyone person can possibly have..be jealous, because it's not easy to find. I hope that you can find a love this amazing, because it is truly indescribable.The shear thought of it makes my mind blow.